I'M AMBIVALENT ABOUT MY OWN AMBIVALENCE!

My book, I PRAY ANYWAY--Devotions For The Ambivalent is finished 
I will publish it on Amazon.
But I am stuck.  Not writer's block. Maybe soul block.
It is 365 prayer poems interspersed by 12 segment that tell of my spiritual journey. 
I start out very new to praying (again).
And I end with a realization that I will probably have an active prayer life for the rest of mine.

So.  Am I ambivalent?
My own devotion time is not a dreaded discipline?
I am no longer committed to any one approach to the divine.
I am committed to prayer because it is validated by my own experience.

So----.  I have a conundrum.
I started the book in one place and am now in another.
I PRAY ANYWAY but I am ambivalent about any one path or THE truth.

Thanks. I feel better.