I AM NOT------

I am not an atheist
I am not an agnostic
I am a curious explorer
I am curious about what consciousness actually is
I am curious about the human need for reverence that prevails
I am curious about the wonder of nature and the body and of our earth
I am curious about how Mohammad, Buddha and Jesus became such powerful organizing forces for religion and righteousness that can ruin their true story
I am curious about the power of prayer and the power of thought
I am curious about spiritual moments and experiences
Oh hell
I am curious about what this being alive means and how precious it is and how we keep not knowing that